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salam. my name is muhammad nazirul.
yet, i was known to others by several other names..*sigh*
anyhow, i'm not really into this blogging thingy.
it's a stuff that i do when i don't have anything to do
so, don't expect any updates.;)
oh..one more thing, this BLOG, THIS particular blog, it's ALL ME.
but, i'm not perfect
so, i'm not gonna say "GET THE F*CK OUTTA HERE!!"
n i most welcome your comments and critics.:)
Friday, April 27, 2007
ahh..i c dat my last update was on 24th march. so, it has been a month or so.. hmm.. we finished HLS, n CVS, n now going into 2nd week of RS. seems to me, tym is realy passing us by. haih~ results for my CVS n HLS weren't good.. so, dat means i have to work hard for the coming final exam.. again. GOD! hate dat..!
honestly, i dun realy hav anythng to tel u.. my lyf is juz like it is.. wake up in d morning, go to the U, got back home, eat n sleep.. same, mundane, old life of me.
oh wait a minute, now i remember.. i watched My Piano last two days. i can say dat it is a beautiful movie. it's a korean movie, but not a typical korean movie ====> handsome actors, cute heroin, n a story to tell how awesome their lives are. honestly, i already got tired with dat kind of movie. i mean those movies that are superficial, telling us a tale, a lie, bout how easy life is.
My Piano, on the other hand, is based on a..i can say.. not a strong plot. it's a typical plot.. a lot of movies had taken that plot as their bases. but how the story is presented is juz awesome. the dynamic of da movie keep our eyes on the screen, without even a glitch of boredom. it's a life drama about a 30-year-old piano teacher n a mischievous-music-genius-10-year-old boy. how the relationship, progress from hateness n ego to love. n oh yes, if u wanna c how a ten year old boy plays piano, go watch the movie. i think he can play the bumble-bee with his eyes closed. ahaha. that's what we call.. talent.
i've tried to search western movies that are good. n i would say, only the Blood Diamond meet my expectation. others are juz lame..
oh.. n here's a lil' sumthing from my past,
having said that, i end my update.. skian~
salam.
honestly, i dun realy hav anythng to tel u.. my lyf is juz like it is.. wake up in d morning, go to the U, got back home, eat n sleep.. same, mundane, old life of me.
oh wait a minute, now i remember.. i watched My Piano last two days. i can say dat it is a beautiful movie. it's a korean movie, but not a typical korean movie ====> handsome actors, cute heroin, n a story to tell how awesome their lives are. honestly, i already got tired with dat kind of movie. i mean those movies that are superficial, telling us a tale, a lie, bout how easy life is.
My Piano, on the other hand, is based on a..i can say.. not a strong plot. it's a typical plot.. a lot of movies had taken that plot as their bases. but how the story is presented is juz awesome. the dynamic of da movie keep our eyes on the screen, without even a glitch of boredom. it's a life drama about a 30-year-old piano teacher n a mischievous-music-genius-10-year-old boy. how the relationship, progress from hateness n ego to love. n oh yes, if u wanna c how a ten year old boy plays piano, go watch the movie. i think he can play the bumble-bee with his eyes closed. ahaha. that's what we call.. talent.
i've tried to search western movies that are good. n i would say, only the Blood Diamond meet my expectation. others are juz lame..
oh.. n here's a lil' sumthing from my past,
am i nothing??
cause i began to think i am..
cause i'd always ruin someone's life..
cause i've alwiz been a burden to someone..
cause i think..
i'm just a must-forgotten-stuff in everyone's memories..
so..
am i nothing..
to someone that is so special..?
to anyone that i know..?
cause right now..
i really think i am..
having said that, i end my update.. skian~
salam.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
a reawakening
oh..finally, i got tired with the previous skin n decided to change it to the new one. n after fixing it, i had to fix my haloscan, which in turn, costs me all the comments. it's all gone.. haih~ anyhow, this new skin is for my love towards FMA, the greatest anime of all time. some people say that it's better than the legendary dragonball. i myself would think the same. the plot and characters are waaaaayyy cooler n brilliant. as all of u, that i believe had watched the series over n over, u can decide that on ur own.;)
it's been forever since my last update. to tell u the truth, there hasn't much thing goin' on. my life is still as it is. except that my goatie keep growing n growing. yearghhhh..! oh yeah, last nite, i tried agela..or shisha. it wasn't fun. my chest felt hurt. now, i get more confused.. why do people smoke that thing?? it's BAD for ur health. oh..for the love of God, please love urself..
ah..result for my first sem didn't turn out well. i f*cked up my final exam really bad. ahaha. n the result for the first system, it wasn't good as well. i had a fever, n honestly, that fever really screwed me up. i even thought of an idea to postpone my exam.. but somehow, i just felt that i should just go through the exam as it is. n the result is, my marks are not that great..again. haishhh~
ok guys..bye. salam.
oh..finally, i got tired with the previous skin n decided to change it to the new one. n after fixing it, i had to fix my haloscan, which in turn, costs me all the comments. it's all gone.. haih~ anyhow, this new skin is for my love towards FMA, the greatest anime of all time. some people say that it's better than the legendary dragonball. i myself would think the same. the plot and characters are waaaaayyy cooler n brilliant. as all of u, that i believe had watched the series over n over, u can decide that on ur own.;)
it's been forever since my last update. to tell u the truth, there hasn't much thing goin' on. my life is still as it is. except that my goatie keep growing n growing. yearghhhh..! oh yeah, last nite, i tried agela..or shisha. it wasn't fun. my chest felt hurt. now, i get more confused.. why do people smoke that thing?? it's BAD for ur health. oh..for the love of God, please love urself..
ah..result for my first sem didn't turn out well. i f*cked up my final exam really bad. ahaha. n the result for the first system, it wasn't good as well. i had a fever, n honestly, that fever really screwed me up. i even thought of an idea to postpone my exam.. but somehow, i just felt that i should just go through the exam as it is. n the result is, my marks are not that great..again. haishhh~
ok guys..bye. salam.
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
hello guys.. as i've told u in the previous entry, we went to aqaba on tuesday, n headed straight to wadi rum da next day. i'm too tired to tell the story, besides, i bet that my friends' blogs will tell u more bout it. so i decided to put up some pics. some were shot by me, n some by my friends. as for the end, i might say i enjoyed this vacation.
u can visit to my fotopages for the piccas.
u can visit to my fotopages for the piccas.
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Monday, January 29, 2007
end of a little journey..
n so we all know, that the exams here in jordan has already ended. i finished a day later than my colleagues.. as i had to sit for Animal Health paper on 28th. but i wasn't in the mood to do all the drill n bla bla.. only started to read the material at 9 a.m that morning, n the exam was on 1 p.m. haha. hopefully.. i'll get marks that is proportionate to my study. anyhow.. the exam was kinda ok.. except for bathology.. which is kinda too-cruel-for-a-reality. haih~
but first, for the commomeration of finishing our 1st sem, we (team A) went to McD that 27th nite. but i won't write bout it here, since u can read it in kamen's. anyhow, last nite, i planned to go to pizza hut with my buddies (team B), syamil and awe n a few certain people.. but i got a call from ida, telling me that i am invited to go to a dinner with her dad. n so i dropped the pizza hut thing, n went to go for a dinner with ida n her gang. i guess i will b get going for a slice of pizza tonite, insyaAllah.
n today is the first day, that i woke up without any urgency to read books, or having to prepare to go to class.. honestly.. it's kinda weird. haha. but i might enjoy it as much as i can. coz its only for 2 weeks, before we go into another journey full of scary monsters <==== exaggerating. but..it's kinda true actually. haha. ending the 1st sem, n moving forward to enter the 2nd sem.. it's kinda a relief, but yet, it's kinda intriguing. to see how hard the sem can b, n how hard can i b.:)
n the plan for the hols season, i might juz go to Wadi rum with a few buddies of mine. the initial plan is to include abg syafi and abg faez.. but under a circumstance, that i tried to find a way through n failed, we've got to go this Tuesday.. insyaAllah. i'm honestly truely n deeply sorry for both abg faez b abg syafi. to tell them that they will b excluded, it sucks n it torned me into two. but what the heck.. i can go with u anytime to wadi rum.. ok?:)
oh yes, lastnite, we watched a korean movie entitled a moment to remember. what a beautiful movie. it's just do wonderful that i'm already in bayt-moslem-mode. hahaha. watch the movie! truely recommended.
n with that i end my update. happy holiday frens!
salam~
n so we all know, that the exams here in jordan has already ended. i finished a day later than my colleagues.. as i had to sit for Animal Health paper on 28th. but i wasn't in the mood to do all the drill n bla bla.. only started to read the material at 9 a.m that morning, n the exam was on 1 p.m. haha. hopefully.. i'll get marks that is proportionate to my study. anyhow.. the exam was kinda ok.. except for bathology.. which is kinda too-cruel-for-a-reality. haih~
but first, for the commomeration of finishing our 1st sem, we (team A) went to McD that 27th nite. but i won't write bout it here, since u can read it in kamen's. anyhow, last nite, i planned to go to pizza hut with my buddies (team B), syamil and awe n a few certain people.. but i got a call from ida, telling me that i am invited to go to a dinner with her dad. n so i dropped the pizza hut thing, n went to go for a dinner with ida n her gang. i guess i will b get going for a slice of pizza tonite, insyaAllah.
n today is the first day, that i woke up without any urgency to read books, or having to prepare to go to class.. honestly.. it's kinda weird. haha. but i might enjoy it as much as i can. coz its only for 2 weeks, before we go into another journey full of scary monsters <==== exaggerating. but..it's kinda true actually. haha. ending the 1st sem, n moving forward to enter the 2nd sem.. it's kinda a relief, but yet, it's kinda intriguing. to see how hard the sem can b, n how hard can i b.:)
n the plan for the hols season, i might juz go to Wadi rum with a few buddies of mine. the initial plan is to include abg syafi and abg faez.. but under a circumstance, that i tried to find a way through n failed, we've got to go this Tuesday.. insyaAllah. i'm honestly truely n deeply sorry for both abg faez b abg syafi. to tell them that they will b excluded, it sucks n it torned me into two. but what the heck.. i can go with u anytime to wadi rum.. ok?:)
oh yes, lastnite, we watched a korean movie entitled a moment to remember. what a beautiful movie. it's just do wonderful that i'm already in bayt-moslem-mode. hahaha. watch the movie! truely recommended.
n with that i end my update. happy holiday frens!
salam~
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Monday, January 22, 2007
what does it mean to live? to be perfect? u can try as hard as u might, but u'll never be perfect. know why? because that particular word, only n will only be applicable to one person, that's God himself. then, what the heck is our objective? why do we have to live actually? me, from my personal view, life is all about trying to make it perfect. some may not agree, as they say, that we can't be perfect, not in a million years. but i ground to my opinion. because to me, REALLY, life is all about trying to make it perfect. TRYING, n keep trying, though we know it won't be perfect in the end.
when we walk the road, sometimes, we wonder.. "hey, why does he get all the good stuff, n i get all the cheap stuff?", or, "hey, why the hell he gets her? while i'm the one who's more handsome n bla bla bla?". but, u know what? this life, it is not made to fill all of ur desires. no, it's NOT. life is cruel, it will beat u down, until ure on ur knees, n it will still beat u then, if u let it. it can be unfair to u, more than u can think of. life it's not about how hard u can punch, it's ALL about how hard u can get punch and keep movin' on. so, how the hell we gonna survive this little-hell?
some gonna say, juz follow the truth, n u'll be alright. we say, "truth is white, n false is black." haha.. yeah rite. if it's really that easy.. just when we about to think that the truth is white, n false is black... life invented something called ===> gray. n then, life proudly say.. "sometimes, the truth is neither black nor white dear, it's something between it.. it's just.. gray." so, again, how the heck we gonna live ths little hell successfully?
as i previously said, u gotta be perfect. n that means, every second of your time, u will fill it with efforts that will make u a better person than others. u must KEEP TRYING. u are not allowed to be anybody.. instead, u have to be somebody! be someone that makes people want to be you. but, don't get me wrong. being a 24-hour nerd is not what i meant by trying to be perfect. sometimes, u have to watch movies, so you can talk to others bout it. or sometime, u should learn to compose a song, at least. n be grateful to god, on every peace n shit u have been through, is something that u must always do.
as i live my life in these few previous years, ( i mean, those years when i'm on my own), i found out that, those cruelty and those unfairness about life, it's somewhat a challenge letter, sent by God.. thousand years ago. and honestly, without the cruelty and unfairness, life itself will be boring . this whole damn world will be mundane to live in. n having said that, i can conclude, that we can find a place that we can call heaven in this little-hell, as long as we keep trying to be perfect.
but, what the heck, i'm an 18-year-old boy. those words in the preceeding paragraphs, it'a all just me, a boy. what 18 years old boy can say bout "life", ayte? i bet u guys out there shud know better.:)
when we walk the road, sometimes, we wonder.. "hey, why does he get all the good stuff, n i get all the cheap stuff?", or, "hey, why the hell he gets her? while i'm the one who's more handsome n bla bla bla?". but, u know what? this life, it is not made to fill all of ur desires. no, it's NOT. life is cruel, it will beat u down, until ure on ur knees, n it will still beat u then, if u let it. it can be unfair to u, more than u can think of. life it's not about how hard u can punch, it's ALL about how hard u can get punch and keep movin' on. so, how the hell we gonna survive this little-hell?
some gonna say, juz follow the truth, n u'll be alright. we say, "truth is white, n false is black." haha.. yeah rite. if it's really that easy.. just when we about to think that the truth is white, n false is black... life invented something called ===> gray. n then, life proudly say.. "sometimes, the truth is neither black nor white dear, it's something between it.. it's just.. gray." so, again, how the heck we gonna live ths little hell successfully?
as i previously said, u gotta be perfect. n that means, every second of your time, u will fill it with efforts that will make u a better person than others. u must KEEP TRYING. u are not allowed to be anybody.. instead, u have to be somebody! be someone that makes people want to be you. but, don't get me wrong. being a 24-hour nerd is not what i meant by trying to be perfect. sometimes, u have to watch movies, so you can talk to others bout it. or sometime, u should learn to compose a song, at least. n be grateful to god, on every peace n shit u have been through, is something that u must always do.
as i live my life in these few previous years, ( i mean, those years when i'm on my own), i found out that, those cruelty and those unfairness about life, it's somewhat a challenge letter, sent by God.. thousand years ago. and honestly, without the cruelty and unfairness, life itself will be boring . this whole damn world will be mundane to live in. n having said that, i can conclude, that we can find a place that we can call heaven in this little-hell, as long as we keep trying to be perfect.
but, what the heck, i'm an 18-year-old boy. those words in the preceeding paragraphs, it'a all just me, a boy. what 18 years old boy can say bout "life", ayte? i bet u guys out there shud know better.:)
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
i freakin like YUI ! ! !
ahhhh..it has been a long time. indeed, it has been about what? 2months since i updated? i thought of bulldozing dis very blog of mine, but suddenly, there is sumthng i wud lyk to tell u guys. gomen~
anyhow, anatomy sucks! i cud only answer half of it.. n the other half..? (God bless me..) but what the heck, there is no time to be sad, yesterday was a day to celebrate! happy besday kak syifa. seems to me, January is where my feveret people was borned. my dearest mom, ida, kak syifa..n sumone who was n still is, very dear to me.
anyhow, back to the topic. yes yes, I'M FREAKIN IN LOVE WITH YUI ! she's juz so kawaii, n her voice is beautiful.. n most of all, she writes her own songs.. n dat makes her original. she's da one who sings both opening and ending theme for bleach anime. both songs are good. so i wiki-ed her ( sorta googling her, but using wikipedia.. leh ke?) n found out dat she oredi released an album, n already starred a highly-acclaimation movie called "TAIYOU NO UTA" (song to the sun / midnite sun).
i oredi watched da film.. it was a sad story.. n it's good. but pliz, dun ever watch it with ur fren. watch it on ur own! coz then, u can feel da story.. ecehceh~ among da OSTs for the film, i like " Goodbye days " most. n after i got mesmerized by her talent, i tried to search for the whole album, which later, i got it from bro faiz afsal. the album lists 12 tracks, n all of them are really a nice piece of work. but i'm just gonna list down a few songs dat u can download it from Limewire, n dat means, those songs are the most popular n favorited by people all over the world.
Goodbye days
Tomorrow's way
Rolling star (bleach opening theme)
Life (bleach ending theme)
Feel my soul
I remember you
Skyline
Tokyo
my personal feveret is Feel my soul, n Life, n of coz, Goodbye days. but seyesly, all of it, ALL, are good. u can listen to " Goodbye days" n ""Feel my soul" from my playlist (navigate to page 2). she wrote Tokyo and skyline, long before she became a recording artist. it's said dat she entered kinda Sony's singing competition. she came, n she juz sit on the stage with her acoustic guitar, n she sang 3 songs dat she wrote by herself. n with dat, she had captured hearts of da judges (as well as mine lah~haha)
oh.. yes. i wud like to recommend to u to watch WINDSTRUCK. it's a beautiful story. i wonder why malaysian can't make stories like dat. not too much of a budget, but still, a very nice art. all malaysian can do, is making stupid-low-budget stories. luckily, CINTA came to the rescue. finally, a malaysian film dat can b called a film.
so, i guess dats it from now, not too much updates of myself. but i bet u dun even wanna know. haha. so, there it is.
Happy buzzday kak syifa
I freakin like YUI
n pliz.. go n c windstruck n Taiyou no uta by URSELF !
ahhhh..it has been a long time. indeed, it has been about what? 2months since i updated? i thought of bulldozing dis very blog of mine, but suddenly, there is sumthng i wud lyk to tell u guys. gomen~
anyhow, anatomy sucks! i cud only answer half of it.. n the other half..? (God bless me..) but what the heck, there is no time to be sad, yesterday was a day to celebrate! happy besday kak syifa. seems to me, January is where my feveret people was borned. my dearest mom, ida, kak syifa..n sumone who was n still is, very dear to me.
anyhow, back to the topic. yes yes, I'M FREAKIN IN LOVE WITH YUI ! she's juz so kawaii, n her voice is beautiful.. n most of all, she writes her own songs.. n dat makes her original. she's da one who sings both opening and ending theme for bleach anime. both songs are good. so i wiki-ed her ( sorta googling her, but using wikipedia.. leh ke?) n found out dat she oredi released an album, n already starred a highly-acclaimation movie called "TAIYOU NO UTA" (song to the sun / midnite sun).
i oredi watched da film.. it was a sad story.. n it's good. but pliz, dun ever watch it with ur fren. watch it on ur own! coz then, u can feel da story.. ecehceh~ among da OSTs for the film, i like " Goodbye days " most. n after i got mesmerized by her talent, i tried to search for the whole album, which later, i got it from bro faiz afsal. the album lists 12 tracks, n all of them are really a nice piece of work. but i'm just gonna list down a few songs dat u can download it from Limewire, n dat means, those songs are the most popular n favorited by people all over the world.
Goodbye days
Tomorrow's way
Rolling star (bleach opening theme)
Life (bleach ending theme)
Feel my soul
I remember you
Skyline
Tokyo
my personal feveret is Feel my soul, n Life, n of coz, Goodbye days. but seyesly, all of it, ALL, are good. u can listen to " Goodbye days" n ""Feel my soul" from my playlist (navigate to page 2). she wrote Tokyo and skyline, long before she became a recording artist. it's said dat she entered kinda Sony's singing competition. she came, n she juz sit on the stage with her acoustic guitar, n she sang 3 songs dat she wrote by herself. n with dat, she had captured hearts of da judges (as well as mine lah~haha)
oh.. yes. i wud like to recommend to u to watch WINDSTRUCK. it's a beautiful story. i wonder why malaysian can't make stories like dat. not too much of a budget, but still, a very nice art. all malaysian can do, is making stupid-low-budget stories. luckily, CINTA came to the rescue. finally, a malaysian film dat can b called a film.
so, i guess dats it from now, not too much updates of myself. but i bet u dun even wanna know. haha. so, there it is.
Happy buzzday kak syifa
I freakin like YUI
n pliz.. go n c windstruck n Taiyou no uta by URSELF !
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
well.. living in dis world is not complete, at least, not until we've girls, ayte? *terdengar sorakan yg kuat dr ejard lmbng sokongan yg xberbelah bahagi* except god n islam, there isn't anythng that we can actually say that "IT'S PERFECT". so girls are made by the hands of god, for the guys to feel that.. "oh..finally.. i'm perfect!" this post is dedicated to the girls of my life. so, here we go lads..
MY MOM
oh.. c'mon.. juz look at her.. n u can instantly feel da warmth of her love. her eyes are so deep that i can look at it, and everythng besides her eyes got blurry, outshined by her shimmering eyes. n whenever i'm lying besides her, (most of the time, i rest my head on her hand), n we talked bout our lives, her words n advices are sooooo true that i feel like i dunno anythng bout this world. she always look out for me, n god knows how much i love her.
MY SISTER
oh god.. she's a mischievous little girl, that most of the time, i feel like strangling her. eeeeeeee! she's now 13, ending her Form 1 year with non-satisfying result. urgh.. when will u start studying laa? the only good quality of her is, she's very careful with her money. i mean, VERY careful. i bet the sum of all her belongings, in RM, is waaaaayyyy more than mine. haha. but unfortunately, dat's da ONLY good thing bout her. *haih* oh yes.. remember the part wen i lay my head on my mom's hand, when she sees dat, she will DEFINITELY try to be in between of my mom n me.. dek ke'jeles'an bliau. sabar jela..
MY EIJA
ahha! this little buddy of mine ( but wif a big appetite..haha..*evilish grin*) has a heart of gold. juz now, she told me that she's actually "berjiwa penyayang" (owh.. what a lie.. hahaha). she seems to be matured in tyms, n childish most of the time. even when u talk to her, her way of speaking is kinda.. ala2 dak2 kcik. sgt kawaii. haha. she's a very very trustable person, that i dun mind telling her the biggest secret of my life. n i'm always proud to be her friend. n dis update is dedicated for her. she said she wants to be the first yg mngomen. so PLEASE DON'T MAKE ANY COMMENT ABOUT THIS POST, UNLESS SHE DID!
MY IMA
oh..fatimah azzahra binti ali. a very dear cousin of mine. grew up with her, makes me comfortable to be around her. n wenever we meet, we'll definitely spend 5-6 hours, juz to catch up wif each other's stories. i told her bout my lyf, she told me bout hers, n without knowing, da subuh da pon. haha. met her during the holiday in mesia, despite of kegemukan yg makin mnyerlah, she's still da same old ima. talkative n nice. may God grant u all the best in lyf. amin~
MY KAK SYIFA
"Nazirul,
First time notice awak, masa awak terlupa nak tulis nama atas fail PEKA. Masa tu geram gak, ado ke bagi file xtulis nama! So, I called u, suroh jugak tulis nama because i'm not good in remembering people's name. If you go, I might forget u. But yet, it was a beginning of a wonderful frenship. You have showed me that you are determine and a bright student. You don't hesitate to ask me anything. (and always giving me thriller Qs) If you keep up this good attitude, I believe one day, you will become somebody! Keep up the good smile, n neva 4get people around u.
P/s: why people call u MANDO?"
that's the stuff she wrote in my book, back when i was still in form 5. siap lukis pokok pkai water color kat sebelah tu. haha.
n bout the "P/s", now u know the answer~!
MY KAK NAD
kak nad..kak nad. adoi. she's one of a kind. seyesly! i neva tot of becoming fond to a girl, without even meeting her. she has a way that wen she talked, everybody will feel how nice she is. beruntong sangat lah super senior yg sorang tu dapat pompuan camni~ i recalled that during my first tym chatting with her, she asked me to call her akak. n i wasn't realy into the idea, coz i dun realy use "saya-awak" or "saya-akak". but then she said sumthng that stucks in the back of my head ====> "start with me, dear". sumhow, dat sentence made me realize, everythng has a start, n changes can be good.
"saya suka mando,kerana dia amat istimewa bagi saya .diharapkan persahabatan yg terjalin antara saya dan mando tidakkan terputus sehinggalah waktunya saya menghembuskan nafas saya yang terakhir,sayang mando."
dats the stuff she told me juz now. ikhlas katanya.
MY IDA
dis list won't be completed, without her name. miss hidayah ibrahiiiiiiimm! sila beri tepukan !!! towering up to 176cm, she claimed herself to be "gopren dori". i think, she's kinda anak manja, sgt penakot, n she believes me a lot. dun wori, i'll honour that trust. well, honestly, in irbid, she's da closest girl dat i've around me. it's good to start gossiping with her.. coz she juz wont stop (or izit me?) hahahahahaha.. she's a very dedicated student, seldomly that i find her skipping her classes. n her mom should be proud with her, coz she's fighting with people around her, the environment that's an alien to her, n her study, n sumhow, she still hang on in it. she's a strong kid mak cik hasmah!
MY MOM
oh.. c'mon.. juz look at her.. n u can instantly feel da warmth of her love. her eyes are so deep that i can look at it, and everythng besides her eyes got blurry, outshined by her shimmering eyes. n whenever i'm lying besides her, (most of the time, i rest my head on her hand), n we talked bout our lives, her words n advices are sooooo true that i feel like i dunno anythng bout this world. she always look out for me, n god knows how much i love her.
MY SISTER
oh god.. she's a mischievous little girl, that most of the time, i feel like strangling her. eeeeeeee! she's now 13, ending her Form 1 year with non-satisfying result. urgh.. when will u start studying laa? the only good quality of her is, she's very careful with her money. i mean, VERY careful. i bet the sum of all her belongings, in RM, is waaaaayyyy more than mine. haha. but unfortunately, dat's da ONLY good thing bout her. *haih* oh yes.. remember the part wen i lay my head on my mom's hand, when she sees dat, she will DEFINITELY try to be in between of my mom n me.. dek ke'jeles'an bliau. sabar jela..
MY EIJA
ahha! this little buddy of mine ( but wif a big appetite..haha..*evilish grin*) has a heart of gold. juz now, she told me that she's actually "berjiwa penyayang" (owh.. what a lie.. hahaha). she seems to be matured in tyms, n childish most of the time. even when u talk to her, her way of speaking is kinda.. ala2 dak2 kcik. sgt kawaii. haha. she's a very very trustable person, that i dun mind telling her the biggest secret of my life. n i'm always proud to be her friend. n dis update is dedicated for her. she said she wants to be the first yg mngomen. so PLEASE DON'T MAKE ANY COMMENT ABOUT THIS POST, UNLESS SHE DID!
MY IMA
oh..fatimah azzahra binti ali. a very dear cousin of mine. grew up with her, makes me comfortable to be around her. n wenever we meet, we'll definitely spend 5-6 hours, juz to catch up wif each other's stories. i told her bout my lyf, she told me bout hers, n without knowing, da subuh da pon. haha. met her during the holiday in mesia, despite of kegemukan yg makin mnyerlah, she's still da same old ima. talkative n nice. may God grant u all the best in lyf. amin~
MY KAK SYIFA
"Nazirul,
First time notice awak, masa awak terlupa nak tulis nama atas fail PEKA. Masa tu geram gak, ado ke bagi file xtulis nama! So, I called u, suroh jugak tulis nama because i'm not good in remembering people's name. If you go, I might forget u. But yet, it was a beginning of a wonderful frenship. You have showed me that you are determine and a bright student. You don't hesitate to ask me anything. (and always giving me thriller Qs) If you keep up this good attitude, I believe one day, you will become somebody! Keep up the good smile, n neva 4get people around u.
P/s: why people call u MANDO?"
that's the stuff she wrote in my book, back when i was still in form 5. siap lukis pokok pkai water color kat sebelah tu. haha.
n bout the "P/s", now u know the answer~!
MY KAK NAD
kak nad..kak nad. adoi. she's one of a kind. seyesly! i neva tot of becoming fond to a girl, without even meeting her. she has a way that wen she talked, everybody will feel how nice she is. beruntong sangat lah super senior yg sorang tu dapat pompuan camni~ i recalled that during my first tym chatting with her, she asked me to call her akak. n i wasn't realy into the idea, coz i dun realy use "saya-awak" or "saya-akak". but then she said sumthng that stucks in the back of my head ====> "start with me, dear". sumhow, dat sentence made me realize, everythng has a start, n changes can be good.
"saya suka mando,kerana dia amat istimewa bagi saya .diharapkan persahabatan yg terjalin antara saya dan mando tidakkan terputus sehinggalah waktunya saya menghembuskan nafas saya yang terakhir,sayang mando."
dats the stuff she told me juz now. ikhlas katanya.
MY IDA
dis list won't be completed, without her name. miss hidayah ibrahiiiiiiimm! sila beri tepukan !!! towering up to 176cm, she claimed herself to be "gopren dori". i think, she's kinda anak manja, sgt penakot, n she believes me a lot. dun wori, i'll honour that trust. well, honestly, in irbid, she's da closest girl dat i've around me. it's good to start gossiping with her.. coz she juz wont stop (or izit me?) hahahahahaha.. she's a very dedicated student, seldomly that i find her skipping her classes. n her mom should be proud with her, coz she's fighting with people around her, the environment that's an alien to her, n her study, n sumhow, she still hang on in it. she's a strong kid mak cik hasmah!
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