me
salam. my name is muhammad nazirul.
yet, i was known to others by several other names..*sigh*
anyhow, i'm not really into this blogging thingy.
it's a stuff that i do when i don't have anything to do
so, don't expect any updates.;)
oh..one more thing, this BLOG, THIS particular blog, it's ALL ME.
but, i'm not perfect
so, i'm not gonna say "GET THE F*CK OUTTA HERE!!"
n i most welcome your comments and critics.:)
Monday, January 22, 2007
what does it mean to live? to be perfect? u can try as hard as u might, but u'll never be perfect. know why? because that particular word, only n will only be applicable to one person, that's God himself. then, what the heck is our objective? why do we have to live actually? me, from my personal view, life is all about trying to make it perfect. some may not agree, as they say, that we can't be perfect, not in a million years. but i ground to my opinion. because to me, REALLY, life is all about trying to make it perfect. TRYING, n keep trying, though we know it won't be perfect in the end.when we walk the road, sometimes, we wonder.. "hey, why does he get all the good stuff, n i get all the cheap stuff?", or, "hey, why the hell he gets her? while i'm the one who's more handsome n bla bla bla?". but, u know what? this life, it is not made to fill all of ur desires. no, it's NOT. life is cruel, it will beat u down, until ure on ur knees, n it will still beat u then, if u let it. it can be unfair to u, more than u can think of. life it's not about how hard u can punch, it's ALL about how hard u can get punch and keep movin' on. so, how the hell we gonna survive this little-hell?some gonna say, juz follow the truth, n u'll be alright. we say, "truth is white, n false is black." haha.. yeah rite. if it's really that easy.. just when we about to think that the truth is white, n false is black... life invented something called ===> gray. n then, life proudly say.. "sometimes, the truth is neither black nor white dear, it's something between it.. it's just.. gray." so, again, how the heck we gonna live ths little hell successfully?as i previously said, u gotta be perfect. n that means, every second of your time, u will fill it with efforts that will make u a better person than others. u must KEEP TRYING. u are not allowed to be anybody.. instead, u have to be somebody! be someone that makes people want to be you. but, don't get me wrong. being a 24-hour nerd is not what i meant by trying to be perfect. sometimes, u have to watch movies, so you can talk to others bout it. or sometime, u should learn to compose a song, at least. n be grateful to god, on every peace n shit u have been through, is something that u must always do.as i live my life in these few previous years, ( i mean, those years when i'm on my own), i found out that, those cruelty and those unfairness about life, it's somewhat a challenge letter, sent by God.. thousand years ago. and honestly, without the cruelty and unfairness, life itself will be boring . this whole damn world will be mundane to live in. n having said that, i can conclude, that we can find a place that we can call heaven in this little-hell, as long as we keep trying to be perfect.but, what the heck, i'm an 18-year-old boy. those words in the preceeding paragraphs, it'a all just me, a boy. what 18 years old boy can say bout "life", ayte? i bet u guys out there shud know better.:)
i was alone at 8:05 AM
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