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salam. my name is muhammad nazirul.
yet, i was known to others by several other names..*sigh*
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it's a stuff that i do when i don't have anything to do
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oh..one more thing, this BLOG, THIS particular blog, it's ALL ME.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
hmm.. raya has always been a big thing for me. i've always looking forward to celebrating raya, as my family is a big family. my father has 9 siblings.. n my grandpa has 8 sibings, n i have around 30 cousins.. of coz, on hari raya, dey will all gather at my granpa's house. it's an undescribable feeling to b with all the fun-and-crazy cuzzies. n most of all, it's kinda a priceless moment during the bermaaf-maafan ceremony.
i'll take my parents' hands n ask for their forgiveness, n they will hug me, n whisper to me, " ayah/mak pon mintak mahap dgn adik.. kalau ayah/mak ada wat silap.. n ayah/mak harap adik berjaya dalam idop adik". most of the time, my mom will kinda ala2 crying.. but i juz kept smiling.. trying tu pull myself together. ( i don't really cry.. so, when i do cry.. it's because i'm carrying too much sadness and disappoinment.)
usually, the bermaaf-maafan ceremony will turn out to be a crying ceremony.. as everyone will cry for their faults n regrets. me, myself prefer to keep smiling.. takot ditohmah wif my cuzzies for being sissy. ahaha. but honestly, i dun cry.. i juz dun lyk to cry. my mom once said to me.. "ko ni pandai nangis ke?" when i said i cried when i watched a movie. ahaha. she can't even remember when the last time she saw me crying. it's true wen people say ===> "air mata lelaki sgt mahal" heheh
as in irbid, raya is not as exciting as in mesia. dts for sure. last year, i was in a really bad condition. my face was sour all the tym. i was in a bad mood all the tym. but this year, i guess, i had prepare.. n i will celebrate dis raya, as fun as it can be. for the past year, i've learnt sumthng dats very important. always appreciate wut u have, n dun cry on wut u dun have. live life to the max!
so, slamat ari raya peeps. to abg faez n kak nad.. sori for my eksenness, i really dun mean it to u guys, but i know u know me better.;) to my frens, especially in imarah abu malik.. sori 4everythng.. may God bless us always. n to ida.. now that i realized u had make too much faults on me, i demand u to seek 4my forgiveness. haha. i'm sori too.;)
n raya itu.. it always means sumthing.
i'll take my parents' hands n ask for their forgiveness, n they will hug me, n whisper to me, " ayah/mak pon mintak mahap dgn adik.. kalau ayah/mak ada wat silap.. n ayah/mak harap adik berjaya dalam idop adik". most of the time, my mom will kinda ala2 crying.. but i juz kept smiling.. trying tu pull myself together. ( i don't really cry.. so, when i do cry.. it's because i'm carrying too much sadness and disappoinment.)
usually, the bermaaf-maafan ceremony will turn out to be a crying ceremony.. as everyone will cry for their faults n regrets. me, myself prefer to keep smiling.. takot ditohmah wif my cuzzies for being sissy. ahaha. but honestly, i dun cry.. i juz dun lyk to cry. my mom once said to me.. "ko ni pandai nangis ke?" when i said i cried when i watched a movie. ahaha. she can't even remember when the last time she saw me crying. it's true wen people say ===> "air mata lelaki sgt mahal" heheh
as in irbid, raya is not as exciting as in mesia. dts for sure. last year, i was in a really bad condition. my face was sour all the tym. i was in a bad mood all the tym. but this year, i guess, i had prepare.. n i will celebrate dis raya, as fun as it can be. for the past year, i've learnt sumthng dats very important. always appreciate wut u have, n dun cry on wut u dun have. live life to the max!
so, slamat ari raya peeps. to abg faez n kak nad.. sori for my eksenness, i really dun mean it to u guys, but i know u know me better.;) to my frens, especially in imarah abu malik.. sori 4everythng.. may God bless us always. n to ida.. now that i realized u had make too much faults on me, i demand u to seek 4my forgiveness. haha. i'm sori too.;)
n raya itu.. it always means sumthing.
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