salam. my name is muhammad nazirul.
yet, i was known to others by several other names..*sigh*
anyhow, i'm not really into this blogging thingy.
it's a stuff that i do when i don't have anything to do
so, don't expect any updates.;)
oh..one more thing, this BLOG, THIS particular blog, it's ALL ME.
but, i'm not perfect
so, i'm not gonna say "GET THE F*CK OUTTA HERE!!"
n i most welcome your comments and critics.:)
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i'm kinda speechless. dunno wut to say.. dunno wut to do. mengong sket nmpak gayanya.. today, i really lost her.. am not sad.. but a bit disappointed.. coz i tried my bestest i guess. but it juz wont work. but life goes on.;) here in irbid, i began to miss my beloved malaysia. when u live in overseas, u'll start to appreciate the little things dat make mesia your home. u begin to like the ktm though it's stinky, but u enjoy the scenery along da journey ..u start to use all the public surau, juz bcoz there r malaysian in it..u begin to love all the kueh mueh that u dun even bother to look at b4..wel.. der is a saying.. u won't appreciate sumthing until u lose it. n i guess that's sooo true..well, i guess, we juz have to appreciate everything, everyone, while we have them. so if we might lose them, we know we had always appreciate it, n we know we give our best to keep them with us. there r certain things dat i regret to lose.. n certain sumone that i wish i will neva lose. but it's not in my reach to change it. believe me.. if it's in my power, i dun want to lose anythng dear to my heart.. i DON'T WANT.:'(but for everythng we lose, we surely gain sumthng.
i was alone at 10:19 AM
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