today, wen i was walkin' with madtaq to go to da lab, eventualy, i told him bout a lil' sumthng dat i went thru wen i was a little boy. i stil remember about 12 years ago, dat nyt, da sky was dark, but there was a silver lining on the clouds, n the thunder was sonorous. the fingers of coldness wrapped my body up. rain. drizzle. i cudnt sleep at all. not bcoz of the weather. but i had a serious pain in my ear. my mom realy tried everythng to sooth out da pain, but i stil cryin' n cudnt sleep bcoz of it. they dunno wut was wrong with me. finally, dey made a decision to go to the clinic. the drizzling rain had turn into a heavy one. we dun hav our car at that moment coz sumbody borrowed it. n in desperation, we went to the clinic with my dad's motorcycle. i stil feel da pain wen da rain water 'hit' my feet hardly (i wasnt wearing a shoe nor a sandal..cant remember why..). but, unfortunately, da clinic was already close at 2 p.m. (why da heck da signboard says "24 Hours"?!)

da rain was stil in "cats and dogs" mode. my mom and dad had no choice. dey had to take me to the Hospital University at Kuala Lumpur. 30 minutes from shah alam. 45 minutes in the rain. n there we were, a dad who had a job to take care tomorrow, a mom who realy wanna ease out her son's pain, n a 5-year old boy who didnt know anythng but pain and cold dat was clinging all over him. upon arriving, i had to wait stil for a few time. cudnt stop cryin'. wargh..knapa sakit sgt tlinga ni..?! after half an hour, the attending doctor treated me, n
surprisingly, he managed to clear out my ear dat contained lots of small pieces of tissue..(camne leh ada ek??) padanla sakit smcm..

but the point here, is how my mom n dad did everythng so dat i can sleep dat nite. meredah ujan lebat, naek motor, 3 beranak..bukan sume orang nak buat.

i recalled my mom told me wat happened to her wen she was having me inside her uterus. takleh telan air liur, nati muntah. then she carried a mug, everywhere, utk mludah. sbab takut muntah. bayangkan bawak baby berat mcm bata dlm perut slma 9bulan 1o hari, n had to carry a mug everywhere to spit out her own saliva, n she had to go through every of dat, bcoz of da baby. n my mom did everything to find us food. xcukup dgn kerja pjabat, jd agen arcopal la, avon la, ngajar org masak, wat kueh time raya. dia kata, xdela dapat duit byk sgt, tp ckupla nak tampung sana sikit, sini sikit. n she stil work as if she's 20 years old. ayah kata badan mak dah susut skrg. pg keje, malam jg gerai. dah nak dkat tgh mlm baru balik. ksian mak. der are lot of thngs dat happened to my mom. dari muda, smpai skrang, mak kata dia xpnah idup snang. tp adik kata, Tuhan syg mak lbih.:)

hmph..i miss my mom. mak tunggu adik balik ye ..:')



mak yg sntiasa ceria dpan anak2..



mak yg usaha nak blaja al-quran, pasal masa muda mak, byk sgt benda trjd smpai plajaran pon terabai..



adik sayang mak..